9
Date …
A bottle of rice alcohol that
was stuffed up with a dry piece of banana leaf, a dish of boiled pig meat, a
plate of boiled peanut, some pieces of dry pancakes and fresh vegetable … were
all the things displayed in the most luxury “party” at that moment.
Hung and his trustworthy
friends were gathering in his provincial “apartment” with neohouzeaua roof and
earthy walls. They were full of innermost feelings. Their faces were quite red.
They were “little Grey Tigers” in the Three Goddesses base of the old days.
They and Hung used to have a rendezvous with death many times and created the
title “Grey Tiger battalion” in Thuan An region. With submachine guns in their
cloth bags, they disguised themselves as pig and water-buffalo sellers and
suddenly bossed the show in the market by striking down the puppet men of sin
who were flirting girls and refusing to pay their meals. The Grey Tiger “village
chiefs and village majors” and their accompanies carried a very large quantity
of rice, pigs and sacrifice to military post for offering mandarins who were one
and all captured at the point of knives and had to lay down their arms.
Their spectacularly fighting
“anecdotes” were spread and exaggerated so much that they crushed the whole
rear of the enemy lines where was full of puppet posts.
Peace was set up. Invaders were
defeated. The dauntless Grey Tiger had no places to operate. “The Grey Tiger
battalion in Three Goddesses area” was dismissed. The “commanders” were
assigned to work for Provincial army section as “officers” who were in charge
of training militia, organizing maneuvers and the “national defense festival in
the whole population” … That meant they did nothing but “festivities” and had
fun all the time.
They had to be separated
otherwise such “Grey Tigers” who were full of individually heroic color in
Luong Son Bac style would be able to become meritorious officials, count on
their influences, congregate in a “legal organization” and “mutiny”. Nobody
could satisfy all meritorious officials’ needs.
So, the “Grey Tigers” didn’t
harm even a fly. They attended continuation school and struggled with
mathematics and dictations everyday. That “front” looked much more difficult
than fighting.
The “Grey Tiger commanders”
were out of job. They were sipping their wine with melancholy hearts. They had
nothing to do but took their salary, prepared slogans, did demonstrations,
joined in review meeting, selected through discussion whereas their great
commander Vu Hung who had just escaped death in his re-education class
contemporarily left the title Provincial army chief in order to receive the job
as a cadre in reform Team just like a “rabbit” then.
Actually, their skill and
spirit were not less than the commanders who sharpened the swords, drank wine
and left live coals on their thighs to compare braveness while they were
smiling in the Great Oldest Uncle’s group in the old days. However, they were
then so timid with “paperwork” as “officers”. They even felt pain when their
hands were thrust by pen points.
- You stay in
Provincial army section and do your work well – Hung gave recommendations – I
leave here for a time and I will come back. We will meet together …
- Uh-huh! You go … We
believe that everything will be changed. Our perspicaciously supreme higher
authorities will provide policies to correctly adjust …
… With knapsack on his
shoulders, Hung reached Dong Phong commune. His green khaki battledress was
replaced by brown trousers, brownish-back shirt synchronized with palm-leaf hat
and a haversack on his shoulder.
Following the “law”, Dong Phong
reform Team assigned Hung the task of performing “three harmonization aspects”
in Mrs. Gai Nho’s house – a farm laborer whose daughter was a Chairwoman of
commune who had “the most brilliant resume” in that area.
Hung ate, stayed and worked at
the same environment with poor peasants. He started “taking root and getting in
touch”, mobilized everybody to “air their grievances if they were oppressed”,
kept on discovering Dong Phong exploitative landlords who escaped the reform
Team net during the first period. Dong Phong reform Team was in a sweat because
they hadn’t reached the assigned targets which stated that they had to detect
30 landowners, 10 village bully, sentence 10 people to death and sentence 20
people to life imprisonment at least.
Dong Phong reform Team took
responsibility for not going through with the mentioned norm. Added in Dong
Phong reform Team, Hung’s “heavy mission” was to strengthen their hands. So, he
had to be careful if he couldn’t afford to do anything.
Mrs. Gai Nho and her offspring
“received” Hung in their house built by earthy walls which was shining as
though it was a “lord’s castle” in spite of its rudeness since the “whispering”
talks between Hung and her in that place would determine the other 15 people’s
destinies who belonged to the aspect of discovering to fulfill the target. Ones
would be alive if she spoke very kindly of them and vice versa if she dropped a
saying “one was exploiter”. Dong
Phong reform Team “leaned” on her to go through with their work. She was “a set of live history” in that village.
She knew all the ways in everybody’s houses like the back of her hand because
she had taken hired carrying pig shit as her career for the last 30 years since
she was a bud. They employed her to tidy up their piggeries and carry the stuff
to the fields for fertilizing. Every house had pigsty and thus she came to
every house. As a help, she would prepare delicious rice and crab soup and the
owners would set their minds at rest when tasting their meal if she was
handsomely paid for her wage. She would lay the table with inferior quality
rice for surly and contemptuous people and they should concern with preparing
to worship their ancestors in advance.
Hung was seized with terror
when recognizing his “mission”. He couldn’t escape if he didn’t go through with
it. Fore sure, he couldn’t avoid the punishment from shortcomings such as married
landlord’s daughter, indirectly released Vu San and “shielded” landowners as
the third one. Luckiness couldn’t come three times. How he could survive. All
Hung’s actions were under observation to see whether Hung had done anything to
“self-improve” and made an uncompromising struggle with class enemy. Hung would
be dead or alive. The choice was pointed out. He had to do at random and
shifted the blame on other people if he wanted to exist otherwise he had to
sacrifice his life for common sense and justice. Hung announced his divorce
because he didn’t dare to put a bold face on scarifying his life. There was no
reason for him to “suffer death” then …
Good gracious! How terrible the
life was! The supreme superiors! Hurriedly had a look at the world affairs …
Hung took notes what Mrs. Gai
Nho “aired her grievances” in his handbook. Her saying would be rearranged,
added or cut details, invented and disposed in “files”. Hung was training to be
a short story “writer” whose
character destiny would be determined by each of his short story. That person
would be alive in the concluding part of a short story named X and another
person whose house would be confiscated would be denounced, imprisoned and
sentenced to death alive in the concluding part of a short story named Y.
The contents of the stories were
dependent upon Hung’s “inspiration” and “art of literature”. Mrs. Gai Nho was
then very interesting in reminiscing in her old age. Every elderly loved their
recollection. Her reminisce would then determine many other people’s fates.
Each word she said would become “universal truth”. She was an absolute base as
she had a clear resume at bottom without having one iota of dust. Nobody dared
to calumniate her as “social activity” element which was worthy of suspect.
Nobody dared to regard her as “member of nationalist party” or “bourgeois and
small bourgeois” putting on fancy dress as that was quite a funny thing. How
she could do “social activity” when took hired carrying shit as her job …
30 years ago, she was a bud “as slender as a jar and as sloping as a pot”
and as foolish as a full jelly-fish when she grew up. “Jack of all trades and
master of none”, Gai Nho chose hired carrying shit as her career. Nobody knew
how the “star” worked and that unexpectedly made the girl like her had the
power of life and death over other people. Life in the world! That was why we
shouldn’t jump to contemptuousness …
She led an even and monotonous
“hired carrying shit” life. However, there was an uncommon event happened. Gai
Nho had a pair of breasts as big as tea-pots and her aspiration was billowed
out in her pip banana trees-like thighs in spite of her bad-looking face. On
that day, Gai Nho was induced to carry shit in Pho Coi’s house. He was a
wanderer who went through all his money due to alcohol, followed ideological
“single” and opened the Western “Serlibate” trend in late 20th
century. That was in the afternoon. Gai Nho had flaked out on the ground after
cleaning up the pigpen. Gentle breeze worked up Gia Nho’s skirt and brassiere
showing her chalky white stomach and thighs on that the intense sun was
shining. The feminine complexion always turned pinky-white under the summer
sunlight. It looked quite beautiful. Pho Coi swallowed his spittle while he was
bewilderedly looking at her.
How terrible Gai Nho was sound
asleep! She snore hum hum. Her feet were standing on the ground. That made the
fringe of skirt wide-open as a cave. Pho coi slipped his head into such a cave.
Gai Nho vaguely felt something touching her groins. It was the first time in
her life she received an extraordinarily and particularly interesting feeling.
Pho Coi scoured something in the dark inside the skirt. He licked and swallowed
with loud gulps the salty sweat on her poops. He banged his head so hard as
though he was a goat banging its head against a fence that the banana string
used to hold the upper hem of her skirt was suddenly broken. The overture of an
orchestra under the “Eb” signature tune had finished. The climax of the “Cm”
tune in the second chapter was started. Pho unfastened Gai Nho’s brassiere
ribbon as gentle as he picked a rose-petal. Gai Nho’s shoulders were as rough
and inky-black as elephan’s because of carrying too much shit. However, her
arms were quite white. Pho Coi embraced her coconut-like breast in his hands
and sucked it with continuous smacks while his mouth was snarling like a puppy.
Gai Nho made a swear-sentence which suddenly changed “Freut doctrine”.
- Fuck you! You give
me pleasant feeling.
The existentialism and hippie
movement in Europe and America was lagged behind tens of years by only a saying
of Gai’s. Gai felt herself as water and Pho Coi looked like a boat bobbing on
it. The concluding period of an orchestra was going to complete. Gai overturned
herself and forced Pho Coi to turn upside down. Then she jumped on him like a
tree-frog.
A “sexual revolution” was only
worth being Gai Nho’s student in deed despite it was made a lot of noise in the
West during the 70s decade. Everybody carried out class revolution and they implemented sexual revolution. How casually and nonsensically the West jested! The
“sex life” between Gai Nho and Pho Coi established a foundation and basic for
post-modernism was taken placed beside the coo coo melodious voices of cuckoos at
the bamboo hedge and the onomatopoeia of sound of cymbals of the martins at the
window railing. They were bathed in perspiration. Both clearly licked each
other. After going through with their work, Pho Coi made a “gallant” action by tearing
a dry part of banana tree to tie the belt of Gai Nho’s skirt. Gai listlessly
looked at the sparkling summer sun and vaguely smile.
- I won’t be a bloody
damn shit carrying this afternoon.
People couldn’t do a
commonplace after a lyrical event.
He was the result of their love
on that day. He looked rather beautiful when she grew up. She was the
Chairwoman of commune when Hung arrived there to “take root”. Her name was
changed to Hue – a quite “small bourgeois” name which was opposite to current
trend of thought. Even so, she was not to be a bloody damn cared of Revolution
since she found the chink in the armor of Revolution which indulged the indigent
people.
Hue took the “position” as
chairperson of commune whose previous man had just been denounced as “the rich”
despite of his nine-year resistance war when she was 18. She had to be taught
how to sign (She hadn’t been able to well read and write) as the chairwoman’s
signature was a symbol of the governmental power in the commune. The letter H
was formed by two vertical dashes and one horizontal one. The letters U and E
had to be written in scribing and drawn as zigzagging as possible so that nobody
could imitate the power. An underline was used in the end.
Although she was a bad literate
she was tall of stature, beautiful with bright face, intelligent by nature and
had an alright keen way of speaking. Hue often sat at magistrate position
whenever there was a landlord denouncement. Things performed evolutions. Pho
Coi was a “subordinate defendant” in a trial at one time. Hue had never
received him as her father since she grew up. She took him for a stranger. Pho
Coi hadn’t dared to take in her as his daughter for he had never sent Gai Nho
any cents to support her breeding in deed. Hue was born on the wrong side of
the blanket. So, she had no father despite of the villagers’ buzz. Both of them
had no relationship by correct cause and strong words. To overpower the
“rumor”, Hue unflinchingly “suppressed” accused on that occasion:
- Pho Coi! – Hue beat
her hand on her desk while she was storming – You always speak ill of having
money to buy alcohol if you build mortars in the rich’s houses and of having water
if you build mortars in the poor people’s ones. You are denounced that you used
to be a guard when the members of “nationalist party” had a meeting. Besides,
you were very active in building mortars for them. You have to make a statement
right away!
Pho Coi awkwardly hung his
head:
- Please … What did
nationalist party build mortars for?
- So much the worse
for them! – Hue shouted again – Let you declare how did the members of
nationalist party operate?
- Who are the members
of nationalist party?
- They are village
headmasters, literate teachers, the wealthy sons who couldn’t do farming, the
people who often wear khaki trousers, white shirts with Ville watches on their
hands and Parke fountain-pens in their pockets.
- Ah! I know them –
Pho Coi loudly cried with cheer – They had very strong activities.
- Say!
- Yes! They gambled at
cards by using a deck of 120 cards and played by five persons every night.
- What else?
- Late at night, they
cooked chicken and rice gruel and ate after the game.
- What did they talk
about?
- They entangled each
other in visiting geisha’s house in the central province and had sexual relations
with prostitutes. They opposed the revolution like that at the most.
- All right! From now
on, you are forbidden to say that you only have watery stomach if you build
mortars in the poor people’s ones, otherwise you will be thrown into a prison.
Be careful!
- Yes! Madam! I
thoroughly understand!
The elderly Pho Coi timorously
took a furtive look at the chairwoman. He then had the right to secretly pride
of her in spite of having no days to breed: His family was flourishing. How
lovely the revolution! Therefore, he insisted on going over to the revolution
to the last. Unless revolution gave him wine to drink, he had to follow
nationalist party. That meant he would build mortars for village headmasters,
literate teachers, the people who often wear watches on their hands and
fountain-pens in their pockets …
Thought he knew Hue was his
daughter, he had never dared to talk about that by mouth. He was smart enough
to comprehend that she would lose “her face” if he revealed the mystery.
Hung was considered as a real
member in the family of mother Gai Nho and daughter Hue. There were three
unconstrained rooms in the house. Hung’s bed was placed below the altar and in
the middle room. Both of their beds were at both ends of his one. Every night,
three of them alternately talked about loads of old rubbish, public affair, taking
someone for a landlord, considering whether they should sentence some or
another village bully to death or life imprisonment before sleeping. Mrs. Gai
Nho usually snore after much heart-searching the death sentence and Hung was
the last person who could only be asleep after tossing and turning in bed. He
was terror-stricken recognizing himself in such a context. He had to make every
effort to “play-act”, prove his “sincerity” and be eager for class struggle. He
had to rely on Gai Nho and Hue without being against their will otherwise he
would die if they dropped casually a unique saying: Team leader Hung shielded
landlords.
His God! Why his life could be
uncomfortably emotional state like that. How “human beings” could have super
power ever and again like that. They could say anything they wanted and a life
could be killed by a word like a game. Previously, if we wanted to assassinate
a puppet soldier we had to base on the reason that he had shot straight our
people, he was an evil-doer who did harm our compatriot and was against
Vietminh. Therefore, he was worth extirpating otherwise we would appeal him to
leave the enemy ranks and stay with his family.
Then, we had to find somebody
guilty and make up another people’s shortcomings so that we could fulfill our
assigned target! …
… It seemed to have repetitive
periods taken place in history. The First
World War was followed by the Second
World War. Gai Nho’s skirt and brassiere were worked up showing her soft
white thighs and stomach in the old days when she was sleeping in the summer
afternoon. And then, it was also in the summer afternoon. There was a whiff of
wind. The cuckoos were melodiously singing. The martins were giving
onomatopoeia of sound of cymbals. Hung was taking a siesta with nothing on but
his shorts performing his outstanding body.
In the “First World War”, the
“initiator” was elder Pho Coi. Then, the “initiator” was his daughter in the
“Second World War”. Gene was the matter of capital importance. That day, Hue
entered into the house after coming home from “committee office”. She saw the
sunlight shining on Hung’s stone sculpted statue-like figure. She gazed at that
shape. His chest size and biceps curled. His parallel legs were stretched out.
There was something fabricated like a flagpole inside his shorts. Hung’s snore
was snarling like the roar of a tiger. Hue stealthily approached him. The male
“odor” pervaded in the air.
Hue belonged to the first-class
and was the most powerful girl in the village. Everybody had to be obsequious
towards her. Anyone could lose all his property if Hue assumed him as
landowner. Anyone could have a peaceful life with his wife and children if she
spared him. Anyone could vanish in the air if she announced the death sentence
to him. Anyone could exist if she asked him to “live”. Woman was absolutely
“emancipated” and was handed over the supreme power. She could do anything she
wanted. She was the queen. She could love anyone she liked. Vu Hung had stayed
in her house for months. She encountered him everywhere. His body seemed to be
carved stone. How wonderful the Heaven was! He created the men who were love by
the women and vice versa. They were infatuated with love. Her breasts and
thighs made the men’s mouths water. His chest, hands and something didn’t make
her mouth water less. She was beautiful bud in men’s eyes and vice versa.
Hue bewilderedly stood there
and looked at Hung. Hung’s snore which sounded like the roar of a tiger was
echoing in the summer sun. It was so hot that Hue stripped herself to the buff
showing her breasts as immaculate white as a pair of white birds. Hue’s
beautiful body dazzled her eyes. Then, she like a moon collapsed herself on
Hung’s body.
Hung made a wriggle and stopped
snoring. There was a resplendent bosom in front of Hung’s face when he opened
his eyes. Hung moved forward his head direction but the busts followed up and touched
his face. Hue’s silky and velvety arms hugged Hung’s head. He felt an
immaculate white horse as smooth as a baby’s bottom pricking on his body and
Hung looked like a patch of green grass being crushed. His flagstaff was hidden
from view. Hung embraced Hue in his arms while Hue was crazily fondling,
kissing and hugging Hung from top to bottom. The sun clearly darted its beams
on each of fuzz and each sparkling bead of perspiration on their swinging
bodies.
- Elder Mit Cooker
should be commuted the death sentence to life imprisonment. – Hue suggested –
His guilty isn’t serious at all.
- It’s up to you.
- We should take elder
Truong Khan for a prosperous peasant element in stead of landlord which was a
quite felony whereas he has done farming all year round without hiring any
labors.
- I am the same idea
to you.
- The Second Beo’s
family is worth considering as middle peasants element only. We are severe with
him when reckoning him among rich farmers …
Hue’s mind was overflowing with
“hearted” thoughts …
… The swell of Hue’s stomach
struck Hung with consternation as though America had known about other
countries’ atomic bomb production. He definitely died that time! How “the
death” always “unconsciously” happened to him by accident whereas he didn’t
want. The invisible and unfounded rope gradually laid siege to him and
tightened his neck.
Hung sat there with wistful
face. Was he being victim of a glaring injustice? No, he wasn’t. Not at all!
Could anyone force him to receive Hue if he rose from floor and run away? Hue
would bear him, would report that “he wasn’t sincere in coming back the class
front line”, would fabricate everything to harm him. Was it going to be like
that? If he said that she calumniated him because she couldn’t “rape” him
nobody would accept such an unreasonable argument. How could a girl rape a boy?
Nobody would listen to him but a dog. He would be assumed to be a sort of
“class traitor” and as bold as brass. If he explained like that everybody would
be labeled with a “strategic intention”: to
ruin poor peasant class’ supremacy, to dishonor and drag poor peasants’
power through the mud. It was the most violent action that undermined agrarian
reform movement. To leave a stain on Hue’s reputation meant to topple the power
of trend which was running high like a current of cascade.
Hung was intelligent enough to
avoid suicide by surrendering to Hue and lying prostrate in front of Hue’s
power.
Hung felt a deep resentment
against his “unconscious” and “instinctive” desire which had strongly lusted
after woman as if it was lava in an active volcano when a “silky and white
horse” was frenziedly pricking on his body.
However, he would also die if
he refused her and in brief, he would die anyway no matter which option he
chose.
Seeing the “swell” of chairwoman’s
stomach, Dong Phong reform Team immediately understand the danger to their “come
hell or high water revolution’s prestigious fame”. Hung himself was the person
who had seen that problem without waiting anyone’s remark. According to his
existential instinct, Hung knew what to do.
- How? – The reform
Team leader asked Hung.
- How is how? Sir!
- Are you pretending?
- No, I’m not …
- Hue is a symbol of
poor peasant class’s authority which was trying to crush and defeat completely
landlord class. And you who are revolutionary enemy’s myrmidon, taking your “malevolent
strategy”, are intending to overthrow such a symbol … That is no longer an
individual matter between man and woman …
- Well! I have already
understood. You don’t need to say anything else …
- You must find the
way how to solve the issue right away, otherwise your head will be dealt a
thunder-like blow by the poor peasant class and it will become a pinch of coal
ashes. Lift your head, realistically looked at the situation and choose the
life road. I give you one week – The Team leader scowled.
Hung came back. The three
spaces cottage was desolate. Hung was taking an afternoon nap under the early
summer sun of the old days. And then, it was autumn sun which was very yellow,
endlessly sad and covered the whole spaces in the house. Hue was lying in the
nude on the floor dead in the place where Hung lay in the olden times showing
her body which was big, voluminous, immaculate white with silky and white skin
and her stomach which was as arched as the curved line of the earth’s crust.
- Come here with me! –
Hue gently spoke – Our “organization” had already informed you everything,
hadn’t it?
Hung hummed and hawed.
- My dear! Am I
beautiful or ugly? – Hue asked.
Hung glowered.
- I am a poor peasant
but I have a fair complexion and I am rotund like this. Who should I thank to?
I would remain skinny and black like undernourished demon if “revolution”
didn’t appear … How about you? Being big and tall, full-blooded and handsome
like that, you thanked to the landlord’s “leftovers”, didn’t you?
- Don’t talk nonsense!
Hue stood up. Her height was
nearly the same to Hung’s. She looked like a female elephant in spite of
feminine condition. She suddenly struck him down on the ground and sat on his
chest while the swell of her stomach was rubbing against his face. A bunch of
her sharp needle-like hair pricked on his neck. Hue railed:
- Marry me at once
otherwise militia’s rope is waiting for you.
The Hue – Hung’s marriage feast
was simple. Nothing was displayed but green tea and boiled sweet potatoes and
several songs were performed “heave ho, yo-heave-ho, listening, please! Heave
now and heave hard! …”
Hue
and Hung’s wedding happened
Hold
hands! Poor peasants! Forward!
Would
tilt the river, ferment the earth
Sink
the blue sky into the mud! Dear hearts! Try this time.
The chairwoman herself signed
and chopped on her marriage certificate.
The last trial which was taken
place some days after the nuptials successfully went through with reform work
in Dong Phong. Hue was presiding over a tribunal. She declared:
- “Village bully”
Nguyen Van Keo was commuted the death sentence to 20 years’ imprisonment. Let
him live on earth.
Those were “thankfulness and
good fortune” given to Hue’s first kid who was later on named Hai Yen …
Attendant crowd at that day’s
hearing was “dumbfounded”. “Their cheerfulness disappeared”. There was always
death sentence condemned every time. The militia marched the landlord to path
at edge of rice-field and shot him on the spot in front of the whole population’s
eyes whenever the decision of the court was announced. They applauded
tremendously right after the “class enemy” collapsed. Previously, people were
always so scared that they had to close their eyes, hold their breath and
didn’t dare to have a look whenever seeing shooting event. Then, they soon got
accustomed to it because they had many chances to see. The trial wouldn’t be
“vivid” without such an item. It turned out to be insipid when the person
received the 20 years’ imprisonment was marched.
Everybody in the hearing
disappointed because of Hue …
Date …
Cudweed was spreading all
over the field in January. The twinkling pride of the morning stagnated on the
top of Cudweed which was lapped
around by white silk cord. The cudweed leaves were also knitted by tough silk
whose resin overflowed and pervaded the air. Sticky rice and cudweed leaves
were pounded together before kneading into cakes which tasted tough and
extremely delicious. Lan Vien had loved eating cudweed cakes since she was
young. However, they were made on a seasonal basic. The cudweed had never grown
till January when there was spring rain. It seemed that the wild plants always
gave an extraordinary perfume and beauty.
The field was completely
deserted. There was nobody there but Vien and small drizzling rain. Vien was
picking cudweed. Her fingernail had already nipped off the top of cudweed but
it was still held by a piece of thread like broken lotus rootstocks whose
threads were still trailed along.
Cudweed’s silk was as spotless
white and beautiful as spider’s thread. Many broken things on earth still held
their thread. Hung and Vien were the same to broken lotus rootstocks and picked
cudweeds but were their threads holding? A basket hanging by her side was full
of vegetables. Her fingers were blackish with cudweed resin. Ah! Cudweed resin
was blackish as well. Vien had smeared sweet potato on her face for many days
and then she tried to use the resin of cudweed leaves in stead to see how
“long” it was. She had just “discovered” a new “face-cream”. She applied such a
cream to harmonize with her current period. How dangerous woman’s peach cheeks
were!
Vien had dropped to the bottom
of the underworld for a year. The young lady in Dong Khanh School of the old
days used to lie on lotus mattress which was loaded on a boat rowed by her
“servant” around the pond was then in ragged clothes with a worn-out conical
hat on her head, picked shell-fish, hunted for crabs, gleaned corn and potatoes
…
How was it? Nobody knew. The
only thing was known was that there were two women stayed in an uninhabited
ox-stall which was located at the corner of uncultivated garden in the Stone
Farming House. They were Doctor of
Letters’ wife and gentlewoman.
Vien had experienced her most
miserable and poorest days. The roar of north-easterly winds rose. Straw was
spread on the floor. Dry banana leaves were used as walls to prevent the gusts
of wind. Nobody thought of the walls for the purpose of preventing the
north-easterly winds when building the ox-stall. Then, the cow “asked” the
people to spend their lives there to see whether they had reasonably drawn the
“apartment”. Their cushions and blankets had been confiscated and divided among
poor peasants who had experienced the cold for generations and had to be compensated
then.
A peck of rice “distributed”
the day before as a real result was run out. Mrs. Doctor of Letters and Lan
Vien hunted for crabs and caught grasshoppers on the fields. They didn’t expect
to be searched and seized a wad of paper money hidden under their upper hem of
a pair of trousers although they had already been vigilant in advance. Both
women became penniless and had nothing but the clothes on their bodies.
Vien surreptitiously visited
Pho Phung’s house in District Town to “establish liaison” with Hung and Ham as
planed. Pho Phung who swaggeringly cut clack clack on the French heads in the
daytime and talked in a whisper to Vietminh by night of the old days was then
had a bloodless face when seeing “landlord’s daughter” Lan Vien.
- Mrs! It is very
dangerous. The poor peasants’ informers are in everywhere. One will die if he
keeps in touch with landowners at the moment.
- But have my Hung and
Ham given any message?
- No, they haven’t.
None of them come near here.
Pho Phung’s wife then
“appeared” to be bravery person.
- Let you go back and
come here the next market-day but pretend to have a bowl of plain rice gruel which was sold in my store. You are my
normal customer. Which policy forbad landowner eating plain rice soup? Your
Hung and Ham are sure to contact us …
Firstly, Mrs. Doctor of Letters
decided to live on the market in District Town. A mass of mash, bundles of vegetables,
a flat winnowing basket of boiled sweet potatoes and a flat of helixes were
bought at one and sold at another end of the market at a crawl. End of the day,
their “income” was also enough to buy a bowl of plain rice flan made of maize
and a cassava cake as their daily “rations”.
One day, while Lan Vien and her
mother were eating two cassava cakes – the profit of that day “trading” and
several crows were having stampedes in looking for a touch of scattered rice
and maize at closing-time of the market, the poor peasants Nguyen Van Chuot
passed by and shouted:
- Who allows you to
eat such a “luxury food” like this? The cassava cake is merged with bean and
grease! – Chuot pursed his lips. Being busy himself with attending the
meetings, denouncements and conferences all year round, he had no time to do
his own business and thus “the poor peasant Chuot” was always in hungry status.
He hadn’t had anything in his stomach yet.
- Give your cake to
“your poor peasant ancestors”, otherwise don’t blame me. Be careful!
Mrs. Doctor of Letters and Lan
Vien had just had a bite of cake and they had to hand over the two cakes to
him. Chuot greedily chewed them without leaving their leaves lapped around
them.
Chuot’s saying “otherwise don’t
blame me” sounded terrible. If he couldn’t eat such those cakes he might
vilify: “He caught an old trot Ngan
“telephoning” her son Duc Vinh – the puppet deputy governor of a province in
the South of Vietnam at the market store in the afternoon”. Mrs. Doctor of
Letters and Lan Vien would rather submit their two “telephones in which had beans and fat” to Chuot than being seized
and tortured.
Like all other landlords in the
village, Mrs. Doctor of Letters and Lan Vien were considered as if they had
“leprosy”. Nobody dared to get close to leprous people because of disease
communication. One would be accused of connection guilty if he got close to
landlords. Militia and poor peasants’ informers always supervised and snooped
into landowners’ “reform opposition”
activities. To be very fair, they had had an “opposition” in deed. Lots of
landlords were so scared, sad, deeply resent, tired of the world that they had
garroted themselves. Mass garrote had taken place in a village. However, it was
not so “easy” and “untroubled” to withdraw from the world at all. The reform
team immediately captured Middle boy, Small boy … and relative and neighboring
people when Big boy hung himself. Middle boy, Small boy were too painful
because of torture and being gripped with pincers to stand and they had to
admit that “they had treaded on Big boy’s neck and killed him in order to
suppress evidence as they and he used to join in nationalist party’s
activities. They scared of Big boy’s declaration” …
… In that period, the reform
trials often opened on high and dry fields and fabric was stretched out. The
magistrate sat on bamboo platform. A bamboo stake with its knots was buried
tens of meters far away from the rostrum. A landlord was drawn and tied to that
stake within three steps after the death sentence had been announced. Militia
used the obsolete rifles which could sometimes shoot and sometimes get stuck to
fire in the chests at the points of rifles. There was a landlord who was
closing his eyes and waiting but nothing had happened despite the gun was fired
three or four times. There was no sound echoed but a “clatter” voice.
All the villagers from the
snowy-haired old elderly to the three-year kid attended the “reform” trials
without having anyone left. All of them were as quite as statuses without
giving a cough or whispering their individual matters, otherwise they would be
taken for protestors. The yellow and black dogs seemed to recognize the serious
and dangerous issues so that they didn’t dare to aimlessly roam and bark with
raucous noises as before, the “peace period”. They silently lied down and cast
furtive glances. All houses wide-opened their gates and the thieves were as
frighten as the dogs. They didn’t dare to do anything. The whole villagers
“attended the denouncements of landlords and village elders”. The village was
completely deserted with no souls in the streets but none of them lost anything
…
Mrs. Doctor of Letters was
lucky because she was a female and she didn’t “join in any parties”. She
received the denouncement due to her richness and by the same token, she didn’t
take prison sentence. Most of “men” who had some hectares of fields,
tile-roofed houses and used to be village mayors, speakers of the rural
assembly, keepers of register in villages, village watchmen, village keepers,
secretary of village registrars and teachers were difficult to avoid
imprisonments. How “funny” the previous society! A person whose full name was
Nguyen Van Thanh was called Prostitute
Thanh or Cock Thanh right after
he had his first female child or male kid. The “subordinate pronouns” such as Prostitute and Cock were placed before his name all his life unless he had a
position in the village by spending some money, giving a feast to buy a job
title. The above mentioned diabolic “subordinate pronouns” would be deleted. There
were so many posts in the village such as Chiefs, Chief vassals, Mayors. “Keepers of register in villages” would
keep land and tax record books. “Secretary
of village registrars” whose abbreviation name was secretary would keep birth and death registration books. “Village watchmen” whose abbreviation
name was “Watchmen” would go on the
beat and watched for thieves from picking up maize. “Village keepers” whose abbreviation name was “Keepers” was “armed forces” that controlled the order and
security.
There was another title which
was in charge of something in “Elder village notable council” named Canton such as Canton chiefs of general
offices, Superhuman Canton … They sounded as the later American or European
presidents …
One-time luxury “titles” were
then the causes of death. Sirs such as Chiefs, Chief vassals, Mayors, Keepers
of register in villages, Secretary, Watchmen, Keepers and “Presidents” … were taken revenge by “cock father and prostitute
mother”. They were all accused of members of “nationalist party”. A great deal
people were prisoners. There was actually no jail in the true sense of the
world. All of them were marched to District. It was considered to be
authoritative when the stockades were “far away” from there, otherwise it would
“lose face” to have the houses of correction right in the village. However, the
District was poor. The headquarters was built by bamboo and neohouzeaua. Where
could they use as coolers? There was no reason why they were prisoners but they
stayed in “boarding houses” in District Town. How the conventional trend
assumed to be. The solemn of law would be destroyed. They had to rearrange
their offices in District. The sitting-rooms, the warehouses, the offices …
became temporary penitentiaries. District couldn’t afford “prisoner feeding
meals” and thus their relatives had to support them. Several misdemeanor
prisoners whose imprisonments was ten-year prison sentence were sent back their
homes called “self-sufficient prisoners” and “prisoners at home” who had to
present at District every week to prove that they were “in prison” but not
“strollers” … because of the overloaded status and District had no more places
for “incarcerating”.
… Ham’s declaration of breaking
off with his own mother was sent to the ox-stall in the Stone Farming House.
Mrs. Doctor of Letters received it with an unconcerned attitude. It was also a
normal “ridiculous” event among so many “ridiculous” events she had ever been
seen.
- We must be
sympathetic towards your elder brother Ham, otherwise he will die as well – She
talked to Lan Vien – He is young and he must live. Like me, I need nothing.
Vien sadly smacked the lips.
However, she didn’t feel unhappy so much when Hung’s declaration of divorce was
sent to her “ox-stall”.
Both mother and daughter looked
like two corpses. That meant it was quite good for them not to dream of “good”
matter anymore but normally ate and slept like that.
Vien understood that Hung would
lose all his job and title or even be put into prison if he didn’t divorce.
Hence, they would “be drowned” together. It was no use doing like that. Who
could “live”? Let him tried to live. Who had to “sink”? Accept it. It was quite
stupid to die together.
- Or you walk to Hanoi
and stay with your brother – Mrs. Doctor of Letters suggested.
- And you will alone
die here.
- Death is nothing. I
need nothing.
- You can’t say like
that. I believe that the situation will be different till one day. It’s impossible
if they keep shooting, killing and committing people to prison like this
forever …
- When that day is …
- Anyway, I can’t
escape from militia and poor peasants that are encircling, besieging and
controlling us. They will run after, stop and catch me if I am out of District
Town. They perhaps assume me to “contact the spies”. Therefore, they will catch
and fasten me before torturing. What a pity! Well, we keep sleeping in
ox-stall, eating cassava like this and waiting for a chance …
… Everybody was always
accustomed to the circumstance when they were happy or unhappy. Mrs. Doctor of
Letters and Lan Vien were gradually in orbit of normal lives after some first
months of giddiness. The most important thing was that they weren’t hungry
while the whole villagers were actually suffering hunger because of famine,
failure of crops and doing no farming. Everybody was busy with meetings day and
night in order to air their grievances, denounce landlords and village bully.
They were seething with “revolution” and forgetting their farming work. Each
family had some bamboo baskets of rice after a series of dividing “real
result”. By the same token, they kept thinking of actively discovering more
landlords so that they could live on landowners’ paddy and didn’t need to work
at all. It was a quite big property for undernourished people in their whole
lives. Therefore, they assumed themselves to be rich enough and there was no
need to hunt for crabs and pick shell-fish anymore. The “strategy” that what
they could eat after such baskets of rice as real result were run out was
beyond their scope.
At that time, everybody thought
that revolution loved the poor people so much. They were indulged, provided
food and lived on the sky. They were no more scared of hunger because
revolution would breed all of them. Revolution had a cordial dislike for rich
and was wiping the floor with them to the every root. They were being
“pampered”. They wouldn’t foolish to work and become the annihilated objects.
They had to follow revolution to the last breath. Revolution had already given
them food which was the most important thing and thus they had nothing else to
concern.
As a result of such a “trend”,
the whole Thuan An reform area was extremely suffering hunger. The Team cadre
was also as hungry as hunter. His ration rice of 13 kgs had to contribute to
poor peasants according to “three harmonization aspects”. They had to have
vegetables and rice soup together so that they could unanimously determine to
find out as many landlords as possible and then they could divide landowners’
last baskets of paddy among each other. Taking such a motive power, the reform
movement became more and more effervescent. The confiscated landlords then set
their minds at rest while the “new objects” that had enough and spared were “within
the sweep of the eye”. The divisions of “real results” were then the village Festivals in Thuan An. Being an
ancient area by nature, all the villages in Thuan An always celebrated
carnivals including catch-as-catch-can, cock-fighting, sailing, swinging and
counter-singing in spring. The images in village festivities expressed the
vitality of the whole community. The typical festivals like that were then
tedious and people could only happy with divisions
of real results Festivals whose attendants had a peck of paddy, a shirt or
small things like a thrashing-instrument or a screen or big things such as a
house or a buffalo at any time. There was no festival funnier than that.
Nothing could be stronger and more encouraged than that. Nothing could be much
“come hell or high water” like that. The ravenous stomachs were crying for
“revolution”. Everything turned out to be nonsense by paddy, rice and sweet
potatoes that became the most precious things. Nobody died of ragged clothes
but it was hard for anyone to stand one unnourished day. Lan Vien had her own
smart trick when she hid her pair of ear-rings in a glazed terra-cotta phial
and buried it at the corner of ox-stall before the day of “property confiscation”.
She was distributed an “apartment” right at that place by accident. By the same
token, there was gold under the dry shit foundation. Nevertheless, gold had no
meanings then as it couldn’t make the stomach full. Nobody would afford to buy
it if she sold. People bought it for what. They would be assumed as landlords
and their homes would be shattered right away if they were caught buying gold. Vien
had approached the gold store in District Town to sell them at cheap price so
that she could get rice but the male owner shook his head: “I have quarreled
with my bread and butter for a long time. I am now a blacksmith’s who forges
the farmer’s hoes and reaping-hooks. However, I will pay you two pecks of rice
if you want to sell. You can use such quantity of food within a half month”
The owner smacked his lips
while Vien was vacillatingly thinking:
- But I don’t want to
buy it in deed. Eating a pinch of rice can help people from starvation but not
gold which can not be even compared with a candy melted in one’s mouth …
Vien actually intended to sell
her pair of ear-rings for two pecks of rice. But, Vien was called by Pho
Phung’s whispering while she was passing by his hairdresser’s:
- Mr Kha – Hung’s
ex-driver had just sent you Hung’s “provident” amount of 50 dongs which was
enough for some bamboo baskets of rice.
Taking a paper money, Vien felt
it between happiness and sadness. She received his divorce declaration last
month. She talked to herself: “Hung darling! I sympathize with you. You have to
save yourself first. I don’t blame you at all …”
… Mrs. Doctor of Letters and
Vien’s “economic lives” were stable bit by bit after some first stormy months.
They regularly received money from Hung. Specially, a polite student-like
person who had ridden on a bicycle from Hanoi stopped at Pho Phung’s
barber-shop for cutting hair. He slid 300 dongs wrapped in a newspaper into Pho
Phung’s hand after a haircut had been finished. He added:
- From Mr. Ham in
Hanoi. He sends it to his mother. It’s uncomfortable now. The “messenger” will
directly meet Lan Vien if it is convenience.
He advised his name as “Thuan
Phong” – Ham’s old bean when he was asked by Pho Phung. He rode back Hanoi
under the intense sun at noon.
Their mother and daughter lived
on regular providences. Frankly speaking, Ham, Hung and everybody couldn’t
imagine that their plenty of property in the Stone Farming House was
confiscated and swept off fiendishly like that. It was quite cruel when they
were left clothes they were wearing only.
Mrs. Doctor of Letters and Lan
Vien still had to be “falsely poor and miserable” despite they were in
relatively comfortable circumstances, or rather “too rich” even compared with
neighborhood due to the provident amount. They kept catching crabs and picking
shell-fish, cudweed and sweet potato buds. They kept eating cassava and sweet
potatoes in front of everybody whereas ordinary rice was eaten on the sly at
night. They still wore the ragged clothes otherwise they would be “wrestled to
the ground” and confiscated all their money if they were discovered their rich
condition by poor peasants. It was illegal
for Landlords to have money. Landowners were creatures which chewed grass and straws and were beaten at any
time. Mrs. Doctor of Letters and Lan Vien had to look all around and mind the
slovenly children who could take the soil and throw at them or scold them
freely whenever they were in the streets. Even so, Lan Vien’s life of virtue was
“absolutely secure”. No boys or even their father dared to approach, tease or
fall in love with landlord’s daughter otherwise their whole family would
receive disaster …
… Small drizzling rain looked
like mist. The field was boundless, completely deserted and unpopulated. Everybody
was busy with meeting, denouncement and division of real results. They had
“lived on” “reform” and there was no need to do anything …
Vien was lonely on the field
and the fresh blades of cudweed which still held their white threads in spite
of nipping off …
Date …
The late afternoon sun was very
yellow. The wooden boat with a hood whose curtains were hanging at both ends got
close to the bank of hilly field for corn. Standing on the dyke, Lan Vien
nipped in the boundless maize grove after looked all around and minded whether
there was anyone else. According to what she was instructed through the clue to
a communication Pho Phung, Vien and Phong would meet each other on the hired
boat that Saturday afternoon. They couldn’t meet at anywhere else due to the
discovery of poor peasants’ informers. Pho Phung didn’t dare to arrange the
appointment between Vien and Phung in his house no matter how brave he was.
Phong helped Ham in seeing Vien and listening to her story about “landlord’s sentiments”
so that he could console and support her spirit as well as provide money and
food. Firstly, Pho Phung suggested that Vien would disguise herself as a
pennywort seller in District Town market and Phong would be a buyer. However,
their fugitive conversation couldn’t long enough to “clearly express” herself
and share all the things as it was very easy for poor peasants to uncover their
things. Therefore, nothing as secret as a fishing boat whose owner was
wandering on the river all year round and he had no land so that he didn’t
involve in “agrarian reform” at all. He had no relationship with poor peasants
as well. Following their plan, Phong would be waiting for Vien on the boat when
Vien cleft her way through the hilly field for corn, stepped on the boat and disappeared
behind the curtain hanging at front end of the hood setting above the boat.
Fisherman would sail his boat in the middle of the river. He was rowing and spreading
a net.
They were both petrified beyond
description when they met each other at the first sight. The young lady of
“gold branches and jade leaves” was covered by roughly and dirty patched
clothes. Her face was very dark due to sweet potato resin and her hair was
disheveled despite her eyes were still as bright as stars. Phong was moved to
tears. He took her hands with caressing manners.
- Have a seat. What a
pity of you!
Vien hadn’t stopped weeping
bitterly all the time. She had never been respected and cosseted for a long
time. She had been kept away from everybody and she was hideous as if she was a
leprous person. Moreover, she was always suppressed and browbeaten. As a
landlord, she had to receive such a persecution punishment. In that period, the
enlightened poor peasants appeared to recognize the universal truth: The landowners turn out not to be human
beings. They were demons sucking the blood of farmers. And then, Farmers
were trampling upon them at farmers’ will and pleasure as though they were
earthworms.
- Ham is heart-broken.
However, he can’t meet you and your mom as it’s extremely dangerous – Phong
informed – Ham may be sacked out of his organization’s
workforce if he is discovered that he still keeps in touch with landlords
when he had already “broken off” the relationship. On behalf of Ham, I will
contact and encourage you and your mother …
- Thank you – Looking
at Phong’s gentle and chivalrous face, Vien was moved with feelings of
friendliness, thankfulness and respectfulness as if the drowning woman was
leaning on a stake – To be frank with you, we have been more reassuring since
we knew you through the clue to a communication Pho Phung. We have moral
support as well as material assistance at least. We are going to starve to
death without Ham’s money while so many poor peasants are always in hunger with
a bowl of cassava soup a day to keep bodies and souls together. The more they
are starveling the more cruel they are and their struggle is more warm-blooded
in order to get something which can be put into their mouth. They can rob any
edible things on my hands after intimidating me when catching me in the market.
Specially, they aren’t going to spare me no matter they may die if they see a
peck of rice on my hands as they have the whole children who are starving at
home. There is no reason for them to seize landlords’ property that is
considered as a legal action.
- Does your ex-husband
Vu Hung dare to contact you?
- I’ve heard that he
had already married a major poor peasant. He was going to die without divorcing
me and getting married her. However, he monthly provides me enough to live
through Pho Phung liaison point. He doesn’t dare to send big amount at one time
because of the plundering from poor peasants if they know …
Phong made a light touch on
Vien’s shoulder like an elder brother who was fondling his younger sister. That
caused Vien happy with a light heart.
- Who are you? – Vien
hadn’t recognized till then – Why do you appear to be our “saver from
misfortune”? Don’t you scare of keeping in touch with landlords? You know!
That’s a mortal sin …
- My father is a “big
landlord” who is one hundred thousands times richer than your family. However,
he is in South Vietnam. We are of the same situation. I’m not afraid because I’m
an assembly Southerner and I’m staying here according to revolution’s
requirement. Nobody dares to do anything on me …
- Thanks a lot!
- Don’t talk about
favor. Nobody can be called human beings if he doesn’t help another people when
they come to a head.
- How can poor
peasants feel a vindictive hatred for us like that? Let them own our fields. I
didn’t have any further information. Why they have to “exterminate” us to the
every root.
Phong breathed a sigh:
- That is called life!
The poor people hate the rich. They will rise in revolt against the rich if
they have a chance …
- We used to well
treated them when they were our labors and share croppers. We had unexpected
that they could change their attitudes. They were untruthful and fabricated all
sorts of guilty directed against my mummy. What a pity! She worships Buddha.
She has never dared to kill any creatures even an ant. She had done nothing on
anybody but they had denounced her as though she was a “female demon who used
to suck the blood of farmers”.
- You know! Providence
has eyes! Ghost soldiers are appearing and trampling on our lives. The ghost
soldiers themselves are attacking
revolution and just resistance war.
Revolution and resistance war are determined to eliminate the ghost soldiers.
We have been imitating the “agrarian reform” in foreign country and we have mechanically
applied it in our country or we are forced to do like that by foreigners even.
I believe in our supreme leader’s perspicacity … It is sure to do the
adjustment.
A part of the ranks
who have contributed to the successfulness of revolution and resistance war in
all levels of government from grassroots level to central one has been hurt by
the reform. It is determined to recognize this mistake. You and your mother
should be confident and don’t be despondent …
- A lot of landlords
garroted themselves due to dishonor. The whole village has been in a whirl of
injustice cases. People dropped like flies because of death sentences. That
caused a tense atmosphere in life just like an oven. People like ants which are
crawling in a pig-iron pan are panic-stricken, hopeless and go mad. Everybody
is so scared that their faces turn pale or they lose their senses. They have to
look at the Team or major poor peasants’ faces before doing anything. The
strangest thing is that lots of people who used to be good-natured and very
decent become old harries. They wrongly aired their grievances without being
ashamed when talking. They invented guilty for other people and thus death
sentences were announced. There was a ridiculous and anguished story as follow:
The Watchman Cung who had only some perches of field, a tile-roofed house and a
jackfruit Vong yielding plenty of fruit was assumed to be rich man. He kept
thinking of being free from hardship and he had unexpectedly received trouble
due to such a jackfruit which bore so delicious fruits that poor peasant Nguyen
Van Chuot had surreptitiously picked up it at midnight. Discovering, Cung chased
and shouted “the thief, thief”. Cung had no evident as Chuot had escaped
together with a jackfruit. Cung was accused of concocting a thievish story in order to raise puzzlement and cause
the loss of order and security by reform Team the next day. What the Team said
was correct because a lot of people now dare not to collect an object that
somebody has dropped in deed. They are afraid of a foe whereas such the object
is worth nothing. Big oaks from little acorns grow. People are now ready to
exaggerate from a thing as small as a grain of paddy to an issue as big as a
temple. With such a village, Cung dared to call out about thief at midnight and
thus it was reasonable to accuse him of intentionally sabotaging agrarian
reform. Getting such an opportunity, Chuot created a story: Watchman Cung used
to frequently gather together with his accomplices in “nationalist party” in
hilly field for corn to discuss the way how to undermine revolution and
Vietminh. The Team ranked Watchman Cung among reactionaries, village elders and
he had to present at poor peasant court and receive a 10-year imprisonment …
Such a sentence wouldn’t be launched if there was no story about delicious
jackfruit Vong which Chuot had stolen that day …
- Poor peasants avoid
us like the plague and we treat them the same. We don’t drag out or collide
with any person. We don’t get in touch with anybody but stand our ground to
keep our body safety.
The boat was bobbing on the
river. The roar of afternoon wind was blowing at the head of the boat. Vien was
sitting by Phong. She felt happy with a light heart after experiencing the warm
minutes of being consoled.
- You are a cadre like
Ham brother, aren’t you?
- I’m a painter. I
will draw a picture in which there is a green river, a small boat and you … on
golden sun background of this afternoon. Sure! In my picture, you are a
beautiful woman with pinky-white cheeks whose complexion won’t be smeared by
sweet potatoes resin and turned dirty black.
- Beauty is now the
death. My whole body is also smeared by sweet potatoes resin and turned
pitch-black.
Vien pulled her legs of
trousers showing her delicate but dirty legs.
- You are rather
intelligent with your effectively defensive measures.
The boat kept sailing all the
way to a far distance. Vien wished it wouldn’t return and land on the bank …
Both were hesitant all the time and then they parted …
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